Wednesday, December 31, 2025
Last day of 2025
not feeling well (12/30/25)
Monday, December 29, 2025
End of the fantasy season
Sunday, December 28, 2025
Gathering and SNF
Saturday, December 27, 2025
Saturday
Friday, December 26, 2025
lazy day
Thursday, December 25, 2025
Christmas
Christmas eve (12/24/25)
Tuesday, December 23, 2025
high wind
Monday, December 22, 2025
MNF
Sunday, December 21, 2025
hang out
Saturday, December 20, 2025
Nutcracker
Friday, December 19, 2025
Last day of the week
Thursday, December 18, 2025
half day
Wednesday, December 17, 2025
Holiday party
Tuesday, December 16, 2025
Home
Monday, December 15, 2025
Christmas program
Entry 14.... Heavy
I am not doing well. There are a lot of things going on and I keep it inside because I really have no one to talk to that will not pass judgement. It's like, I am there for people if they need to talk and I listen, if they ask for advice, I give it or just sit there and let them vent. If it helps someone I'm willing to do it. I don't really feel that I have that support. When I start talking about things the people who I'm talking to start making it about themselves or start making comments that are not needed. Like I'm trying to talk it out and get it off my chest and no, I get stopped and it's frustrating and draining.
There are things that are happening with my family that I haven't shared with anyone because I understand that everyone has their own stuff going on and when I bring things up, a change of subject happens. The things that are happening are really tough and very heavy, they are very scary and sad. It stresses me out but I continue to show up where I'm needed because people need me, but so far no one is showing up for me.
I've mentioned this before, financially I am not doing well, I am not good with money, I try and try so hard to save and to be able to contribute, but life happens. I am thankful that my wife is much better financially than I am, but even with that it's stressful because I say that I can't do things and she assumes that I don't want to spend money, but it's not. I wish that money wasn't an issue, I would love to pay for anything and everything. I don't like to feel like a complete failure with money, I have put myself in this situation by not being much more forceful and saying no. I think I have gotten better with it and I'm really trying and I will continue to try to get out of this situation.
This all weighs heavy on me, it keeps me up at night, it makes me feel like less of a person and the way people react and comment it confirms to me that people view me as a loser. That hurts, I'm just trying to do what I can to provide and keep up. Hopefully things will get better for me, I'll try for sure to get out of it. It's all I can do. I'm sure that there will be a blow up soon and it will get heavier.
Anyway, until next time
Sunday, December 14, 2025
try out
Birthday and last time (12/13/25)
Friday, December 12, 2025
stressed out and no one knows it
Thursday, December 11, 2025
Training begings
Wednesday, December 10, 2025
holiday lunch
Tuesday, December 9, 2025
I wish things were different
Monday, December 8, 2025
back to the office
Sunday, December 7, 2025
bye week
Saturday, December 6, 2025
game day
Friday, December 5, 2025
Last day of training
Thursday, December 4, 2025
cold
Wednesday, December 3, 2025
hump day
Tuesday, December 2, 2025
another day
Monday, December 1, 2025
1st of the month
Sunday, November 30, 2025
sunday
Saturday, November 29, 2025
War Games
Friday, November 28, 2025
Black Friday
Thursday, November 27, 2025
Thanksgiving
Wednesday, November 26, 2025
hump day
Tuesday, November 25, 2025
on the IL
Monday, November 24, 2025
game day
Sunday, November 23, 2025
Game day
Saturday, November 22, 2025
wicked: for good
Thursday, November 20, 2025
crunch time
Wednesday, November 19, 2025
searching for ham
Tuesday, November 18, 2025
Last training dau
Monday, November 17, 2025
Back at work
Sunday, November 16, 2025
Game day and rain out
Saturday, November 15, 2025
Fiendsgiving
Friday, November 14, 2025
Friday
Thursday, November 13, 2025
Rainy day
Wednesday, November 12, 2025
training day
Tuesday, November 11, 2025
Veterans day
Monday, November 10, 2025
day off
Sunday, November 9, 2025
Game day
Saturday, November 8, 2025
Game time
Friday, November 7, 2025
viernes
Thursday, November 6, 2025
going in for nothing
Wednesday, November 5, 2025
Last training day
Tuesday, November 4, 2025
FAFO
Monday, November 3, 2025
all Saints
Sunday, November 2, 2025
game day
Saturday, November 1, 2025
well, that sucked
Friday, October 31, 2025
Halloweem
Thursday, October 30, 2025
Last practice
Wednesday, October 29, 2025
training again
Tuesday, October 28, 2025
desk day
Training day (10/27/25)
Sunday, October 26, 2025
Games, games and more games
Saturday, October 25, 2025
9-9-9
Friday, October 24, 2025
carnival
Thursday, October 23, 2025
Thursday
Wednesday, October 22, 2025
hump day
Tuesday, October 21, 2025
scrimmage
Monday, October 20, 2025
world series bound
Entry 13.... It's really that simple
Yesterday we had a game, it was for Gabe's Minors team. We played the Phillies, a good established team in that division. The expectation for the game was to compete and make it a good game. But what happened was very frustrating. Some of our players were not paying attention to the run and stop signs. They would stop mid run and get out, they were not paying attention to the game they were playing, they were busy focused on other things. No hustle, no heart, no fight. I got to thinking about what I am going to say to the kids on the last game I am there to coach them and I think I might have something.
Here goes:
"First off, thank you for the time that we have had this fall. We all faced a big challenge moving from the Farms division to the Minors division and we played some good, great and of course bad baseball. But this how this game works. This fall season was a relaxed one, we did try to push you hard to bring out the player that we see and believe in. We believe in you, even when you don't believe in yourself. If you are to continue playing, just remember that Spring ball is a different level.
Playing in the Minors and above in Spring, it just gets harder. 1 day a week practice isn't enough. The level of competition is intense. Your responsibility to the team and to your teammates is key, your commitment to playing and practicing is key, working on all your fundamentals is key. In the Spring, this all counts, there are stats and standings, we are all fighting to win to represent San Lorenzo Little league in the Tournament of Champions. So, just showing up is not going to be enough. You have to want to get better and put in the work to help yourself and your team.
For some of you, you are going to move on to other teams, we don't know who we will have on our team. But just to make it clear, the expectation of the Red Sox does not change. We run this team and use these rules to create a culture like no other team.
1. Respect your teammates, do not touch, hit, bully or tear your teammates down
2. Respect your and your teammates equipment. These items cost money that your parents work hard for, please treat them with respect.
3. We show up on time, we don't walk, we run or jog
4. There is no asking to play positions. If you do, you are disqualified from playing that position for the game.
5. Always be ready and never say 'No' to where we put you, go out there and do your best
6. When coaches are talking, we listen and respond with 'yes, coach'
7. Have fun, play hard and don't quit. The game isn't over until the last out
8. Always pay attention, we do not want you to get hurt with a batted ball or in any other scenario
It's really that simple, baseball is a hard game, but it can be really fun. I wish you the best on your baseball journey. I will see you in our dugout or on the field. Even if we are opposite teams, I will always expect you to follow the rules we have as a Red Sox family and cheer for your success"
That is probably the base of what I will say, I hope we are able to keep the core kids that we want and are able to bring in some ball players. Some of the kids that we have now are ok, but they are not serious about playing or winning. They don't put the work in and it shows. I want Gabe to have a shot at TOC's and to win it. We can't have kids that don't want to compete on our squad if we want that. Depending on how the Spring season goes, we might do Fall again, not sure if Minors or Majors and we might have Gabe try out for the Majors division. Gabe and a few of our kids deserve the shot to represent the league and we have to figure a way of getting that for him and them. If it's with me on the staff or different coaches, the goal is the same. Put Gabe in the best possible scenario for him to succeed.
Sunday, October 19, 2025
Long day
party time (10/18/25)
Friday, October 17, 2025
Friday
Thursday, October 16, 2025
Home
Wednesday, October 15, 2025
forum day
Tuesday, October 14, 2025
back to work
Monday, October 13, 2025
pumpkin patch
Sunday, October 12, 2025
Game day
Saturday, October 11, 2025
pumpkin patch
Friday, October 10, 2025
Trom
Thursday, October 9, 2025
training
Wednesday, October 8, 2025
Last round of training
Tuesday, October 7, 2025
BP
Monday, October 6, 2025
Back to work
Sunday, October 5, 2025
Game day
Saturday, October 4, 2025
Sabado
Friday, October 3, 2025
The Smashing Machine
Thursday, October 2, 2025
Game day
Wednesday, October 1, 2025
training day
Tuesday, September 30, 2025
the day before
End of the season.. Entry 12
It's that time of the year, the San Francisco Giants season is over and they fell short of the playoff by a few games. The team had a lot of potential. Started off hot and then just forgot how to play baseball. They got hot again and it happened again, they forgot to do the little things to get the wins needed to make the cut. So now they go on into the off season and are looking for a new manager. I will say this, I think they get the guy they want, they get a new pitching and hitting coach, add a few arms for the bullpen and a solid hitter and they will make the playoffs in 2026.
The Niners started off the season, they played well enough to win the first 3 games, but this last one was not good. Even though they made several costly errors and had around 8 dropped passes, they were in position to win. It's just one game so I'm not overly concerned, they have a short week and play on Thursday against the Rams.
Fall ball has been going going good for Javi and Gabe. Javi's team is pretty solid, they seem like a good bunch. I have been able to help out during some practices, which is good. Gabe's team is currently 2-1 and aside from the first game that they were not ready for, they have played much better in the last 2. We have a challenge this upcoming weekend, it's good to see the kids progress. Going to try some outside the box things this weekend.
Yesterday I helped out with a defensive clinic for Gabe's travel ball coach. It was fun, a little under 40 kids were there and they all did pretty good on the drills. Tonight we are doing a quick session of batting practice and also talking game plan for Sunday.
It's been a lot with baseball and basketball, but I'm taking it all in, one day this will all be over and we will have to wait and see if our grandkids play sports. So, yes it's tiring, but it's also worth it. I hope one day Javi and Gabe can coach their kids and see how much fun it is.
Until next time....
Monday, September 29, 2025
back in office
Sunday, September 28, 2025
Birthday boy
Saturday, September 27, 2025
Feetsball
Friday, September 26, 2025
Friday
Thursday, September 25, 2025
practice
Wednesday, September 24, 2025
Fun Run
Tuesday, September 23, 2025
BP
Monday, September 22, 2025
Back to work
Sunday, September 21, 2025
Games and more games
Saturday, September 20, 2025
Party time
Friday, September 19, 2025
Friday
Thursday, September 18, 2025
long day
Wednesday, September 17, 2025
Basketball
Working from home (9/16/2025)
Morning:
Woke up and changed. Helped get the boys ready for school. Took them over and came home to have a few meetings before the repair man came over to check the washing machine. It is the same issue that I told them about, this will be the 3rd time we get it fixed for the same thing. After I went out quick to Target to grab some items.
(Morning: Water, Cookies, coffee)
Afternoon:
Made lunch, ate and took a nap. Had an afternoon meeting to discuss some new training items. After I tried to take another nap and told Javi to get ready for his first basketball practice at shcool.
(Afternoon: Pizza, Noodles, Coke, Water)
Nighttime:
Practice was good, I forgot my hat, so one of the parents gave it to a coach to hold for me. Came home and showered. Watched some tv and went to bed.
(Nighttime: Orange chicken, rice, water)
