Game day

Morning:

Woke up and changed. Grabbed my things and headed over tk bart. Took the train to work. Got there and set up. Logged in and did some work before the meeting. After the meeting I waited for lunch.

(Morning: water. Coffee. Senorita bread. Cutie, grapes)

Afternoon:

Had lunch and walked over to BART. Came home, washed the camry. Made lunch, logged in to finish up some work. Picked up the boys. Finished work and took Javi to his game. While they warmed up I took a nap.

(Afternoon: coke, water, bhani ma sandwich)

Nighttime:

Javi made great contact but both were caught in deep.center. they lost 15-1. Came home and had dinner.  Showered and now watching TV before bed.

(Nighttime: eggs. Tortilla and cheese, tequila and soda, water)

Drowning... Entry 3

 There is a saying, when it rains.. it pours... and let me tell you right now I am in one of the worst storms of my life and I'm struggling to find a way to get out or at least to tread the waters. I have never been good with money, the more I try and save, it seems that something happens and it makes it hard for me to save anything in case of an issue. This year has been no different. I had saved money in anticipating of our taxes bill being high, but what came next, well, it's not good for me.

I get paid well, but there are bills to pay, mortgage, private school, all the things we have to pay in order to have a good life and be comfortable. Then the car trouble began. The alternator needed to be replaced on our truck, the brakes need to be changed, the door handle broke and needed replacement and now it looks like the transmission is actin gup. All these things cost money and that is stressing me out. 

I budget well for the two weeks in between my checks, but with these costs and now learning that we might have to get a new car, that budgeting goes out the window. I really hope that the cost to repair what is going on is not too high, but knowing how my luck is, it will be a costly repair. My wife tells me not to worry about it and that we will find a way to get through it. I know we will, she is great at figuring things out, but I still stress and struggle with it. 

There are events coming up that will costs us as well, I'll have to figure on how to pay for those, it's just very stressful when everything is going up in prices and the pay remains the same. I need some sunshine to shine on me so I can have some good sunny days. My birthday is around the corner and I really don't want to do anything that will cost us money, my wife thinks I'm dramatic, but I'm just trying to save whatever we can so we can pay what we need to do. 

A good things is that I'm not depressed, or at least I don't think I am. Stressed, yes, for sure I'm stressed, but I try to reaming even so no one knows. I don't really talk to anyone about it, everyone has their own stuff to deal with. The one thing that I know is that we will get by, we'll find a way, but until then, I hope I don't drown even further.

Until next time.. hopefully with some good news

it was not a good day

Morning:

Woke up and changed. Got the biysbready and took them to school. Grabbed breakfast and came home to log in to work. Pretty chill day. Updated some items based on feedback and sent them to my unit mate to do her part. Logging off at 12:30.

(Morning: McDonald's, coffee. Water)

Afternoon:

Went to Costco to grab a few things, came back home, washed the truck, started lunch,  picked up the boys. Ate, went over to a friend's house with Gabe so he could swap out the door handle for me. On the way home the truck stalled. Luckily it was in front of the house. Praying it's not a costly repair. 

(Afternoon: water, lasagna, zoa, seltzer water)

Nighttime :

Picked up Javi and took him to Union City for the batting cages. Came home, had dinner, washed dishes and showered. Watching TV until bed time.

(Nighttime; lasagna, water, beer)

Game day

Morning:

Woke up and changed. Grabbed my things and headed to work. Set up and caught up on emails. Did a project with my unit mate and discussed it with my supervisor. 

(Morning;: water, coffee. Madeline)

Afternoon:

Had lunch and talked to my mom. Had another meeting. Finished work and headed to BART to go home and then to Gabriel's game.

(Afternoon: water, chicken, rice, plums, cheese its)

Nighttime:

The game was good. Gabe went 1-2, K and a HR. Played catcher and threw out a runner advancing. We won 10-0. After came home to take out trash, have dinner and shower. Now watching TV.

(Nighttime: carne molida,  white rice, water, beet)

Sinners

Morning:

Woke up and made breakfast for the boys. Tool a shower and got ready to go down to Daly City to watch Sinners. Gpt there and hung out a bit, drove to the theater 

(Morning: water, coffee, eggs, sausage,  tortilla)

Afternoon:

Watched the movie, it was good

 Went to order Gabriel's 1st communion cake and went back to my sister's. Drove home.

(Afternoon: water, coke, popcorn,  cake)

Nighttime:

Got home and tried to nap. Washrd clothes and folded them. Got things ready for tomorrow and tool a shower. Now hanging out before going to bed.

(Nighttime: pizza bread, beer, water)

taking the L

Morning:

Woke up and changed. Made waffles.for Gabe and got him ready for his game. Went to the field and set up. The game was good until it wasn't. We lost 5-4, after we came home.

(Morning: coffee, water)

Afternoon:

Picked up Chinese food and had lunch. Did laundry, took a nap, finished watching the Giants game. Took the boys to get hair cuts and came home, got Javi ready for his game in Union Citu.

(Afternoon: water. Gatorade. Chinese food)

Nighttime:

Javi's team lost 10-0. Javi did the best he could tonight. The pitcher was over powering them. After we hit uo target and came home. I showered and had some snacks. Now going to bed.

(Nighttime: water. Cheese it's, doritos, wine)

Back home

Morning:

Woke up and changed. Packed up our things and took them to the truck. Walked over to meet everyone at Dunkin Donuts to have breakfast before going back into the water park. We swam at the wave pool. Lazy river, slides and chilled. 

(Morning: water, iced coffee, donuts)

Afternoon:

Changed and drove home. Picked up lunch and ate. Took a nap and told Javi to get ready for practice. Drove him over and played catch with Gabe until my wife picked him up.

(Afternoon: burrito fruit punch, water)

Nighttime:

Practice was fine, came home and synced up the garage opener to my phone. Showered,  had some wine and watched the Giants game. Going to bed after.

(Nighttime: wine, crackers, water)